This has been a week of decisions... some harder than others.
One of the hardest ones was my decision to let go of something precious to me.
Furthering my education.
I am currently enrolled at Indiana Wesleyan University with one year left to go.
I have a new job that I love, as a Hospice Case Manager, but it is very demanding, and we have one teenager left here at home.
Falling behind in a little bit of everything, and trying to live with my stress level exceeding the legal limit, I finally decided that something had to go.
Well, we can't sell our daughter. We've tried, no one will buy her. (Just kidding!)
We need my job to survive, so that was a no go.... so what's left? Yep.... my school. My wonderful, online school that I adore......
So last night, I resigned myself from the program and with much tearful guilt and feelings of failure, I went to bed, only to be awakened out of a dead slumber at 1:30am with a screaming headache and zillions of thoughts running through my brain.
Took some meds, and finally fell into a fitful sleep until that beast of an alarm rang.....
With a slightly clearer head this morning, I called and explained my dilemma to a counselor, who suggested that I put classes off until the next class comes through this coming May.
She fixed my worries and troubles with a few clicks of the computer, and I am STILL a happy student with IWU, just taking a break until May 2011 when I shall resume my studies with an increased vigor!
YIPEEE!!!!! Thank you Jamie... you made me feel so much better today and helped me remove this HUGE burden off my shoulders.